Positive!

I have found that it is hard to stay positive sometimes. It seems hard for me to accept ME as I am right now!!! I see other mothers with babies around the same age as Wyatt and they are small as ever!!! :( I know that everyone is different and that they might not have gained as much weight as me while pregnant.. Sometimes I feel like all I do is complain about it, Why me!!!! I have been eating right and exercising mostly every day, but it doesn't show on my scale.. Why is that? So now you see why I have a hard time staying motivated and positive. People always tell me even now, Sara you just had a baby! I had a baby 9 months ago, to me it seems like I should be half's ways back to normal. Is it wrong of me to feel a little ping of jealousy when other tell me of their weight loss?? I am soo happy for them, but at the same time i'm hurting inside. I want to feel good in my clothes again!
Wyatt is a blessing to us, I love him sooooo much , and I wouldn't trade it for the world. I just want to be comfortable with my body. These are my thoughts for now, Feels good to have somewhere to put them.